Dumbing Down Derek: Chapter 5
published May 15, 2016
A writer documents his experience listening to a set of hypnosis files.
From: Derek Williams Date: Tue, Apr 14, 2015 at 12:53 PM To: Jack
Dumbo Derek: April 13
it was fucking rainy and gray this morning - you get what you pay 4 wen you live on the wet coast - and i didn’t wanna get outta bed…but i did, cuz i wanted too go too the gym!
i did a mile to warm up, then went down to do squats. of corse both racks was full so instead i went and did bench. mi bench is gettin stronger and im keeping really really gud form on it, so im stoked…
i kept looking at the racks. one of em had weigts on but 4 the entire time i wuz there NOBODY was on the fucking thing… i h8 wen ppl hog a station…
whatevs, i just took the other rack when it wuz free. still bumping up the weight there 2, and totally keeping gud form. then i went and did sum werk on my delts… the lateral raise went OK but i was totally week on my rear delt raise. gunna have to work on that!
gets me fucking hard, just thinking bout werking my muscles. making them bigger and making all the dudes wanna fuck my dum ass…fuckin ace…
this afternoon, i counted how many times i cummed in the last couple days and i realized i could go to next file wit only one more cum… so i locked my office door and rubbed 1 out!
on file 5 NOW!
lol, so i totally forgot to rite this 4 the rest of th day… i guess nothing else really really happened. we ate supper and watched sum tv and the boyfriend wuz too tired 4 sex, so instead i tried to watch an ep of the west wing. it was boring, so i turned it off and watched the 1st hr of an X-MEN movie…
my boyfriend says he thinks i’m tired, ‘casue i zoned out a couple times and stuff. lol
looped file 5 again dis morning and rubbed another one out to this video: click here isn’t that like the hottest thing you ever seen?
From: Jack Date: Tue, Apr 14, 2015 at 3:51 PM To: Derek Williams
You’re lucky you have an office with a door. It’s annoying to have to jerk off in a bathroom stall. But I’m sure you’re going to have to do that too at some point, when you’re out & about and too horny to think straight.
Love that Corbin Fisher vid. But I usually go for weird fetish stuff on tumblr lol
From: Derek Williams Date: Tue, Apr 14, 2015 at 6:29 PM To: Jack
lol bro, i never think str8 ;p
From: Derek Williams Date: Wed, Apr 15, 2015 at 11:26 AM To: Jack
Dumbo Derek: April 14
so i guess u already know about the one i rubbed out dis morning. then i went into work and talked to ppl and sat and my desk and junk. mostly doin sales work this week, which is pretty fuckin easy so i think nobody noticed me gettin dumb yet…
sure, whatever, i’m zoning out more in meetings, but their so used to me thinkin of 4 things at the same time that no 1 has noticed i’m duller than normal…
fuck yea! a friend just called and asked if i wanted to cum to the game tonite. cancelled my board game nite and gonna go watch sum HOCKEY.
i dont remember ever being this excited bout hockey. whatevs tho.
lol, so our team sucked balls and lost 2-4, but it was a good time nehow. went out for beers after and then came home and crashed. goin to the game wuz so much easier then games night woulda been, so muck less thinkin to worry bout…
From: Jack Date: Wed, Apr 15, 2015 at 1:35 PM To: Derek Williams
Sounds like a good day. Keep it up dude!
Does your bf know you’re doing this? It doesn’t sound like it.
From: Derek Williams Date: Wed, Apr 15, 2015 at 3:17 PM To: Jack
nah, i never told him… he knows i rite porn, but he doesnt read it cause itd make me feel awsward. an i got an open relationship, so i dont feel bad riting to another dude or nething…
he nos i’m horny lately, but hes cool with that lols
From: Derek Williams Date: Thu, Apr 16, 2015 at 11:51 AM To: Jack
Dumbin Down: April 15
lol i sorta 4got to rite this yesterday, so heres what happened…
i waked up and decided to sleep in, so i skipped the gym 1st thing. then i had a buzy day at the office and didn’t get to leave and go 2 the gym til like 4. it totally sucked - the bench wuz full 4 the hole fucking hr i wiz there an i had to go back like 3 times b4 i could snag a squat rack.
i didn’t get off all fuckin day…my boyfriends tired with a temp jo he’s working and i bin jackin off so muck lately that i decided i aint gonna jerk off til i gotta… i bin getting horny but not near hard enough wen im in public, so i gotta let me recharge or sumthing…
im hard rite now, but m not gonna jerk it til i cant help myself…..lol,, wanna bet HOW LONG thistle last?? its gonna be SO FUCKING HARD haha. lol
From: Jack Date: Thu, Apr 16, 2015 at 1:49 PM To: Derek Williams
I think that’s good. Take a break from cumming for a few days! But you should still edge yourself while you loop the files. You’re making amazing progress.
From: Derek Williams Date: Thu, Apr 16, 2015 at 2:15 PM To: Jack
lol totally bro … wuldnt stop these files 4 nothin
From: Jack Date: Fri, Apr 17, 2015 at 12:42 AM To: Derek Williams
I think you should alternate file 5 and file 6 while you take a break from cumming. They kind of work work well together.
From: Derek Williams Date: Fri, Apr 17, 2015 at 1:33 AM To: Jack
sweet idea… i mite try it if i remember 2 download the new file…
dumbing down: April 16th
lol, so the hole holding off on cum thing lasted like a day and a half. i was bringing myself rite to the edge an i sorta lost control and had the best orgasm i had all week… i think i’m gonna try again tho
the bf noticed that i ate an extra big portion 4 supper… i was super hungry today — hope that i’m kicking it up a notch to get bigger!
we watdhed like 3 episodes of alias 2nite. this show doesn’t make any sense, but the bf really really likes it an its full of funny stuff.
wunder if i can go like 2 hole days wo cumin??
From: Jack Date: Sat, Apr 18, 2015 at 2:52 AM To: Derek Williams
did a film shoot in a bar tonight. had a couple-three pints after, came home, & smoked up. i love being baked!
From: Derek Williams Date: Sat, Apr 18, 2015 at 8:19 PM To: Jack
lol, shit, i 4got 2 rite yester day…
i made it til today b4 cumming, but my dude gave me a bj an fucked my hot ass til i cummed after i got back frum th gym 2day!
ill try 2 rite a little more l8r
Date: Sat, 18 Apr 2015 02:52:56 -0400
From: Derek Williams Date: Sun, Apr 19, 2015 at 3:09 PM To: Jack
cummed again, this time i just woke up soooo horny that i had too
its nice out 2day, so ima spend it lying on the deck, stripped down an workin on my tann — mabe loop the file a few times… then im goin over to a bros house to watch the captain america movies… shuld be awesum…
lol dude, you do film stuff? 4 werk, or a hoby thing???
From: Jack Date: Mon, Apr 20, 2015 at 11:21 AM To: Derek Williams
Yeah, I direct…professionally.
Today I think you should try and get at least a half-hour of looping file 5 / 6 — but no cumming while you’re listening!
From: Derek Williams Date: Mon, Apr 20, 2015 at 12:20 PM To: Jack
lol, i new i fukin 4got sumthing… i put file six on mi fone now…
half an hour, haha, u got it boss
Date: Mon, 20 Apr 2015 11:21:29 -0400
From: Derek Williams Date: Wed, Apr 22, 2015 at 2:20 AM To: Jack
lol, sry bro, i forget to rite sumtimes… totally listned to the filess like you said 2. so fuckin horny, watchin dudes tight asses unter their cloths…
luv this feelin
thx fer help ing me figgure it out…
From: Derek Williams Date: Thu, Apr 23, 2015 at 3:07 AM To: Jack
so i been gettin even hornier and shit sense i started on that new file…thx SO MUCH for the tip!!! lots more lookin at dudes asses an biceps wen i’m walkin around… it makes me work real hard in the gym cause i watn to git sexyer and sexyer 4 the dudes who look back
i keep jerkin off an cumming too… i dunno how much lol but im gonna stick on this file for a wile anyhoo so i dunno if i gotta count em anymore… lucky too cause ive been needing a calculator lots in the last bunch of days…
dude, i gained like 7 pounds this month… isnt that fuckin rad??
shit, i dunno wat i shuld tell ou about any more… gimme sum ideas, i dont got any haha